Fuuck I'm Fat

I weighed in this morning at 219.6, which means I’ve passed my GW2! I’m so freaking excited that I’m losing weight again. I’ve officially lost over 10% of my weight. I’m absolutely thrilled.

So I’ve been gone for a while

“recovering” or whatever. You know, eating without reading labels. Eating whatever I wanted. Not stepping on a scale. Things were great. Seriously. I’ve met this amazing girl who is absolutely the love of my life. She has made me a better person. I love being with her and she makes me feel pretty and wonderful and loved. That is, until I found out that her brother referred to me as her “fat friend.” So, what’s up calorie counting? I missed you guys. So, I’ve only lost 6 lbs this summer. I’d like to double that this month. Yeah, I’m back for good and not leaving until I reach my UGW. How have you guys been?

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9 months ago

Weigh in Wednesday!

So, my weight has fluctuated a lot in the past week, which is why I’m glad that it’s finally time for Weigh In Wednesday!

This time last week, I weighed in at 239.6. Today, the scale tells me that I’m at 237.4! I lost 2.2 lbs this week! It’s not as much as I’d hoped, but I’m happy that I’ve lost and not gained or stayed the same. :)

I also had a really great workout at the gym today. :)

SW: 242.4 lbs | ABC Diet Day: 12 | CW: 237.4 | Lost: 5 lbs

Good Morning <3

How are you all doing today?

So, one of the biggest motivations I have for losing weight is to improve my health. One of the issues I have is sleep apnea. I knew that losing weight would cure this, but I didn’t expect that to happen for a while. Apparently, I’m on the fast track to a good night’s sleep - I didn’t snore at all last night. :)

How did you sweethearts sleep?

Um…

How come myfitnesspal tells you how many calories you burn while cleaning, but not how many you burn having sex? This is an abomination.

ABC Diet Day 9

Okay, I think I need to start counting my morning weigh ins instead of night. This morning, I weight 236.4, but now I’m 239.6. It doesn’t make sense. I did really well with the ABC Diet today!

Intake:

Sandwich - 340 calories
Salad - 105 Calories
Biscuits - 220 calories

Output:

Walking - 174 calories

Net: 491 calories

SW: 242.4 lbs | ABC Diet Day: 9 | CW: 239.6 | Lost: 2.8 lbs

ABC Diet Day 8

Intake:

Protein Bar - 190 calories
Nutella - 200 calories
Bread - 78 calories
Cheese - 35 calories
Carrots - 35 calories
Ranch dressing - 80 calories
Total Intake: 618 calories

Output:

Treadmill - 76 calories
Stationary bike - 79 calories
Walking - 171 calories
Total Output: 326 calories

Net calories: 292 calories!

SW: 242.4 lbs | ABC Diet Day: 8 | CW: 238.4 | Lost: 4 lbs

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1 year ago

Getting offline for the night

Not in a good mood. Feeling really down on myself. I know I should be feeling great. I went to my niece’s t-ball game. My brother is one of her coaches, and he said that when he saw me sitting in the stands, he didn’t recognize me at first because of all the weight I’ve lost. That should be making me feel awesome, but it doesn’t. I just want someone to cuddle with me and play with my hair and tell me I’m pretty.

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1 year ago

Put on real pants for the first time all week and…

they didn’t fit!

I’ve been wearing skirts and yoga pants and shorts all week, and today was the first day I’ve put jeans on. The first pair I put on were wayyyy too baggy and loose on me! I’m so excited! So, I put on a pair of jeans that used to be super tight on me, and they fit so much better.

I’m so pumped right now.

Headed to bed

I need to spice up my workout playlist. So, while I’m asleep leave me messages with what you’re listening to while you burn calories. Right now, some of my favorites on my playlist are:

Bad - The Cab
Look at Me Now - Chris Brown
Girl Anachronism - Dresden Dolls
Fall Apart - Every Avenue
Should’ve Tried Harder - Hey Monday
Comin’ in Hot - Hollywood Undead
Body Language - Jesse McCartney
Stronger - Kanye West
Fuel to the Fire - The Maine
Pour Some Sugar on Me - The Maine
Blow Ya Mind - Nicki Minaj

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1 year ago